shigochi:
dude… my life is over. I’m now a lifeless Matt fantard
Now I’m creeping every Matt blogs out there LMAO. Yep. That’s gochiru-tan for you. That was main blog since I can’t follow you with this one due to ummm… this shared blogs policy thing whatsoever ahaha;;;
redguitarjammer:
samuraidudette:
“Suppose you’re right dude hahaha. Doesn’t mean we can’t hope for the best. What’s the worst those three ca—- nevermind. I’m almost afraid to think about that. I haven’t seen you mad before, but I have seen a Corrida quite pissed off before. It’s something I’d like to avoid. I’m glad I don’t piss you off like that.”
She picked up a couple of the other photos, sighing out of disappointment this time. Matty loved wearing her hair in different styles, but her scars limited that option quite a bit. Looking at these photos gave her all the more reason to be disgusted with her appearance and regretful about her actions that night.
“Haha guess it’s for you to decide isn’t it? I think your reactions can be pretty priceless sometimes. … I umm… Don’t… Don’t get used to hearing that. I don’t even know why I said that h-heh. Just kind of… Slipped out. I’m bound to look different in those. I had more freedom with my appearance. I only take them out today because I don’t like to be reminded of the past more than I have to.”
Matty scooted over on the bed so Juan had the option to sit down if he wanted to. Being around Juan was probably a good thing for her since he did calm her down without even trying. When she started talking, her hands gripped onto her bangs tight and her eyes glared at the photos that lay on her bed.
“A lot of things did to be honest and I guess normal people would party on their birthday, but to be honest I really hate my birthday. It doesn’t bring up pleasant memories. Unfortunately anything Juanita could tell you about that night would be better than the experience itself in my opinion.” She paused for a moment, sighing to herself. “Mhmm… Fucked up bar fight that went a little too far to put it simply. We lost control of the situation and I panicked. It’s hard to remember all the details; pretty drunk that night to be quite honest, but… I gained something that haunts me to this day. I’m sure you can guess what that is.”
You mean the other version of me that left before I came around? Sucks to be you I guess, it’s never a pleasant sight. I got that from my father, my temper. And no, you don’t piss me off like that. At least you haven’t yet.
Juan had never seen Matty’s hair any different than just down, save for the one time they went out to the bar for their drinking contest. He’s also a guy, so hairstyles never meant two shits to him, Celeste had been a pretty low maintenance woman so Juan never learned the ins and outs of women’s hair techniques.
Well yeah you do, you’re the one annoying me so of course you’re in a good mood. Slipped out, sure, whatever makes you feel better Matty. And if you hate being reminded of the past, then why bother bringing them out at all? That just seems ass backwards if you ask me.
He did choose to sit down on the bed, pushing aside the nearby photographs so he didn’t sit on any of them. And then enjoy the free soothing presence, he didn’t even know he had that effect on her. His eyes darted around, from the photos in his hands, to Matty’s death grip on her scars, to the photos scattered across her bed in no particular order. Looking at a couple of them, he saw the same outfit on Matty as the ones she handed him, so he assumed they were also taken the night of her birthday party.
You in a bar fight? Only person I see you getting in a fight with is Juanita and I highly doubt she tagged along on your bar excursions that night. Yeah….I can guess what you did that night, but I still don’t get why you did. You were drunk, so how’d you think straight enough to even do that?
“… Yeah that’s who I meant… Was my fault for opening my mouth, but I didn’t think he’d react quite like that… You’re right though, it wasn’t pleasant by any means. Can’t say I’d ever want to see you mad like that… Well, that’s good then. I really hope I never do…”
“You make it hard not to be in a good mood about it. Have you ever listened yourself or looked at yourself when you get grumpy about things? And it’s true, don’t doubt it…! …Hmm… A guilty conscious I suppose. There are some things you can never forget, no matter how hard you try. I bring out these photos so I won’t forget I guess. I mean, sure I have other things that could remind me of that night but… I don’t want to recall just the shitty part of it.”
She smiled briefly when he sat down next to her then went back to staring at the photos. And she would enjoy his presence, thanks. Better him be there than her drinking her ass off all night. If he was here, she’d be less likely to try and do that. Her hand moved away from her scars, wincing slightly as she did. She needed to calm down rather than create a new one on her face. Talking about it was making it.. Easier for her to do though to her surprise and her body was noticeably becoming more relaxed as they did talk.
“Well, Juanita is probably the only person I’d willingly get in a bar fight with, but this time was different. My friends and I were getting hit on by these creeps at the bar and they wouldn’t piss off, so I told them to shove it and fuck off. That probably wasn’t smart on my part… We tried to leave to head to another bar but they showed up again, more persistent than before to put it one way. I tried to help my friends and things just didn’t work in my favour that time around.”
“I don’t really know why I did. Maybe I felt guilty for hurting the guys or for not being able to get out of there sooner. Maybe I did it because I felt I deserved it. Who knows… When I got home that night I got more drunk and I wasn’t really thinking. Hmm? Oh… Right. Ever been hit by broken glass? Guy took a swing at my face with a beer bottle. He didn’t cut deep, but it was enough for me to scratch at when I got home…”
redguitarjammer:
samuraidudette:
“Oh joy… I know Bay talks to them both as well. Just wait till they have 3 way conversations… And I know you don’t. I’m actually glad you don’t get mad that often. Makes you more tolerable to be around if you ask me. I don’t think I’d like you when you’re mad.”
“Here…” Matty sat up, picking up a couple of the photos and handed them up to him. Now that he’d be able to see the photos he’d be able to notice it was a birthday party of some kind and from the looks of it, Matty and her friends were heading to one of the local pubs. There was a couple dorky photos of her in there, typical high school girl photos of course.
“I’m usually cheery because you find a way to make me happy, even if I’m just annoying you. Some days you make it impossible to be in a bad mood, but whatever. These pictures… They’re from a party my friends threw me when I turned 19. We took a lot of them, but those are my favorites… I only ever take them out today though.”
“After that day, I couldn’t take photos like these any more. A lot changed in just a few short hours.” She pulled her legs to her chest, resting her arms on top of her knees and looked up at him with a more relaxed expression. Though now the emotion in her eyes was quite clear. Absent mindedly her hand played with her bangs specifically, brushing them back and forth. “Today really should be special to me and I guess it is, just not for the right reasons. You know though, if you were really that curious, you could have asked Juanita. I’m shocked that bitch hasn’t said anything to me today about it… Thankful for that to be honest.”
Well then I’d say we’re sufficiently screwed, perfect. I’d rather not contemplate that rather horrifying thought thank you. And you’ve never seen me when I’m mad so you wouldn’t know how I get. I only get that pissed off around Matt.
Juan took the photos Matty extended out to him, and now that he got a better look at them, he did automatically recognize Matty in them, he knew her face well enough. Girls he didn’t recognize, but safely assumed they were her friends from a couple years ago, Matty didn’t look that young in here. Judging by the fact that there were pictures in front of pubs, he had no idea how old these were, but the fact that he saw Matty’s entire face struck him as strange, he’d never seen her without her bangs in her face now that he thought about it. Since Juan knew of Matt’s scars, he simply assumed she worse her hair like that for the same reason Matt does.
I don’t know if I should be a little offended that you get that much amusement out of pestering me or not. …….Damn, never thought I’d hear you say that, but thanks. Thought you looked younger in these, you look different. Why only today?
He moved a little closer to the bed (still standing up), now that Matty seemed to be in a divulging mood. He saw her playing with her bangs and wondered if that was a deliberate gesture, she seldom touched them anyway.
Why, what happened that night? Figured if it was your birthday you’d be out partying all night and having fun. And she’s your rival, she’s going to paint the worst picture she can, better to hear it from you and get details from her. Something happen while you were out with your friends?
“Suppose you’re right dude hahaha. Doesn’t mean we can’t hope for the best. What’s the worst those three ca—- nevermind. I’m almost afraid to think about that. I haven’t seen you mad before, but I have seen a Corrida quite pissed off before. It’s something I’d like to avoid. I’m glad I don’t piss you off like that.”
She picked up a couple of the other photos, sighing out of disappointment this time. Matty loved wearing her hair in different styles, but her scars limited that option quite a bit. Looking at these photos gave her all the more reason to be disgusted with her appearance and regretful about her actions that night.
“Haha guess it’s for you to decide isn’t it? I think your reactions can be pretty priceless sometimes. … I umm… Don’t… Don’t get used to hearing that. I don’t even know why I said that h-heh. Just kind of… Slipped out. I’m bound to look different in those. I had more freedom with my appearance. I only take them out today because I don’t like to be reminded of the past more than I have to.”
Matty scooted over on the bed so Juan had the option to sit down if he wanted to. Being around Juan was probably a good thing for her since he did calm her down without even trying. When she started talking, her hands gripped onto her bangs tight and her eyes glared at the photos that lay on her bed.
“A lot of things did to be honest and I guess normal people would party on their birthday, but to be honest I really hate my birthday. It doesn’t bring up pleasant memories. Unfortunately anything Juanita could tell you about that night would be better than the experience itself in my opinion.” She paused for a moment, sighing to herself. “Mhmm… Fucked up bar fight that went a little too far to put it simply. We lost control of the situation and I panicked. It’s hard to remember all the details; pretty drunk that night to be quite honest, but… I gained something that haunts me to this day. I’m sure you can guess what that is.”
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wearetheoutcrowd:
deviantlydino:
carly rae jepson - call me maybe
there are tears rolling down my face
reblogging again because yolo
THERE ARE TEARS
OH MY GOD IM CRYING
I DIDNT EXPECT THAT
redguitarjammer:
samuraidudette:
Since he had decided to see her in person about this she was more likely to spill what was wrong. After all, she wanted him to go home and leave her alone. It would appear the only way she could do that was by telling him, but she wasn’t quite sure how he’d react to it. Juanita would chew her out for it, mock her to no end so it was hard to think of how he would.
“I really hope they haven’t, but it wouldn’t surprise me at this rate. I mean, they all know each other, so if they do talk it’s probably nothing we want to know about… You don’t seem like the type to use it often, but even if you’re mad you shouldn’t. Whatever. I wasn’t exactly being nice anyway.”
Matty picked up one of the photos in her hand, staring at it with a blank expression. There was a couple of them that would look to appear to be taken on the same day and just by first appearances, it was of Matty when she was younger; perhaps in high school. One thing that was quite distinct about the photo was her hair was up and no scars were on her face. In a couple of the other ones on the bed it would appear there was a party of some kind going on. There was some with Matty and her friends, a couple with her in one of those dorky dollar store tiara’s and a few appeared to be at a bar. It’d probably make little sense to Juan as to why they were out, but you never know.
“Yeah well I can’t always be cheery and laid back about things y’know. It’d be impossible to do so dude, so me having a bad day isn’t the end of the world… I didn’t exactly trash my room. I just… Was looking back at some things and never really put it away I guess.” She sighed to herself, propping her head up with her arm. “I’m not lying to you at the moment Juan. I have no reason to do so. I’m merely telling you that this isn’t useful information and trying to get off the subject. It’s not one I’m fond of talking about at the best of times, let alone today alright? Just… Just drop it…”
Well depending on how Matty was after she told him, he may or may not go home, that’d be up for him to decide. Even if he just stayed in another room. He’d react better than Juanita would in any case, but Juanita already knew about how Matty got her scars and when she did, since Juanita knew Matty back then, Juan on the other hand didn’t.
Well I know Sarah talks to both of them, so if they haven’t it’s probably just a matter of time. You know me, I rarely get pissed off anyway, it takes a lot to do that. And you laughed at me, that’s nothing new and I knew it.
Juan wasn’t in a good position to get a good look at the photographs, and given that Matty’s hair was back in most of those photographs he probably wouldn’t have been able to pick her out at this angle, the only giveaway would be her hair color. He saw multiple people in them, so that was enough to pique his curiosity.
What’s in all those pictures? I don’t think I’ve ever seen any lying around your house. And you’re always cheery and shit around me, so seeing you like this is strange. What’re you looking at here? Some occasion or whatever? …….Wait, why today? Something happen before today?
Juan shakes his head stubbornly, now he knew something was up if Matty was insinuating something happened in the past to get her like this.
“Oh joy… I know Bay talks to them both as well. Just wait till they have 3 way conversations… And I know you don’t. I’m actually glad you don’t get mad that often. Makes you more tolerable to be around if you ask me. I don’t think I’d like you when you’re mad.”
“Here…” Matty sat up, picking up a couple of the photos and handed them up to him. Now that he’d be able to see the photos he’d be able to notice it was a birthday party of some kind and from the looks of it, Matty and her friends were heading to one of the local pubs. There was a couple dorky photos of her in there, typical high school girl photos of course.
“I’m usually cheery because you find a way to make me happy, even if I’m just annoying you. Some days you make it impossible to be in a bad mood, but whatever. These pictures… They’re from a party my friends threw me when I turned 19. We took a lot of them, but those are my favorites… I only ever take them out today though.”
“After that day, I couldn’t take photos like these any more. A lot changed in just a few short hours.” She pulled her legs to her chest, resting her arms on top of her knees and looked up at him with a more relaxed expression. Though now the emotion in her eyes was quite clear. Absent mindedly her hand played with her bangs specifically, brushing them back and forth. “Today really should be special to me and I guess it is, just not for the right reasons. You know though, if you were really that curious, you could have asked Juanita. I’m shocked that bitch hasn’t said anything to me today about it… Thankful for that to be honest.”
redguitarjammer:
samuraidudette:
Like hell she would just ease up and give him the information he wanted (even though it’d save a great deal amount of time and energy on both their parts). She felt it was easier to talk to him if she didn’t have to face him. At least she wouldn’t get suckered in to… Whatever it was he did. She was afraid he might make her more upset more so than anything even though that probably wouldn’t be the case.
“God don’t remind me. The last thing I need is to think of the three of them talking with one another. Dealing with one is hard enough as it is. And there are times where I’m sure I deserve to be called a bitch, but today was not one of them. You can only say that shit when I really am being a bag. Still, it’s not something you call a girl.”
Her room didn’t have it’s normal appearance either just by looking at it. There was photos skewed across the bed, an absurd amount of makeup scattered across her dresser, and in general, it wasn’t very tidy like it normally would be (as tidy as an Engarde’s room would be). The tone in his voice made her eye twitch, but she chose to ignore it and flopped down on her bed among the pictures. She knew trying to shove him away wouldn’t do anything, so there was no point in trying.
“… You’ve been around me too much if you can say that just by my appearance. I can assure you it wouldn’t be important to you, nor do I feel I have to tell you dude. Why won’t you just leave it at today being a shitty day and go on with your night? God your stubbornness is annoying sometimes.”
Well she should just tell him just for that reason, saving everyone time and effort is a win win if you ask Juan. And he’d get less out of her if it was over a phone call or text messaging, so naturally talking to her in person would be more effective. He wasn’t looking to sucker her into anything, except telling him what was eating her so badly.
Good, so we agree to never discuss that horrible possibility, although it wouldn’t surprise me if they have already. And it’s not something I call a woman ever, unless I’m really pissed off, which I sort of was, but you know what I mean.
Juan had only been in her bedroom a handful of times, so the change was noticeable but not quite to the extent Matty would notice. He just assumed she’d messed it up earlier and had yet to re-organize it. Instead of sitting down on her bed, he simply stood next to it, leaning against the wall and looking down at her.
Well coming from the girl who’s relaxed basically all the time it’s not hard to notice when you’re tense as hell. And because a shitty day wouldn’t make you apparently trash your room, if that’s what it’s like this. Something’s going on and you won’t tell me. I want to know why and I want to know what it is. You never lie to me, least not that I’m aware of anyway and the fact that you’re not now is only making me more curious, so deal with it.
Since he had decided to see her in person about this she was more likely to spill what was wrong. After all, she wanted him to go home and leave her alone. It would appear the only way she could do that was by telling him, but she wasn’t quite sure how he’d react to it. Juanita would chew her out for it, mock her to no end so it was hard to think of how he would.
“I really hope they haven’t, but it wouldn’t surprise me at this rate. I mean, they all know each other, so if they do talk it’s probably nothing we want to know about… You don’t seem like the type to use it often, but even if you’re mad you shouldn’t. Whatever. I wasn’t exactly being nice anyway.”
Matty picked up one of the photos in her hand, staring at it with a blank expression. There was a couple of them that would look to appear to be taken on the same day and just by first appearances, it was of Matty when she was younger; perhaps in high school. One thing that was quite distinct about the photo was her hair was up and no scars were on her face. In a couple of the other ones on the bed it would appear there was a party of some kind going on. There was some with Matty and her friends, a couple with her in one of those dorky dollar store tiara’s and a few appeared to be at a bar. It’d probably make little sense to Juan as to why they were out, but you never know.
“Yeah well I can’t always be cheery and laid back about things y’know. It’d be impossible to do so dude, so me having a bad day isn’t the end of the world… I didn’t exactly trash my room. I just… Was looking back at some things and never really put it away I guess.” She sighed to herself, propping her head up with her arm. “I’m not lying to you at the moment Juan. I have no reason to do so. I’m merely telling you that this isn’t useful information and trying to get off the subject. It’s not one I’m fond of talking about at the best of times, let alone today alright? Just… Just drop it…”
Followers?
acephotographerlotta:
Lotta grinned, thinking of how great the story would be. However, she didn’t want to blow her cover revealing that she was a tabloid journalist just yet.
I’m just a photographer. I’ve taken pictures of everythin’ from lake monsters and ghosts to celebrities!
Matty didn’t like the sounds of that. Most photographers she knew ended up being reporters or worked for newspapers, so Matty felt she should be cautious of what she says in front of this woman.
“A photographer huh…? That sounds like it’d be an interesting job and there’s good money behind it if you’re good at what you do.” She crossed her arms behind her back, sighing softly.
“Lake monsters and ghosts huh? Never heard of a photographer who took those photos, but it doesn’t surprise me you take celebrity photos. Most do. I hope you’d at least let me pose for you if you take my photo. You know, so I look my best.”
Followers?
acephotographerlotta:
samuraidudette:
“It’s not a problem dude and it’s nice to meet you. My name’s Matty Engarde, but call me Matty. I’m not too fond of formalities if I can help it haha.”
“Are you like, a fan or something by chance?”
(Engarde?? I knew she looked familiar! But.. Wasn’t that guy a… Guy? Maybe I can turn this into a scandal! Actor Turned Actress! This’ll make headlines! Finally, the break I’ve been looking for!)
Alright then, Matty. Yeah, I’m a fan of yer show. Pleasure’s all mine!
Matty gave the reporter a strange look for a moment. Looked like there were gears turning in her head and that made the diva nervous in all honesty. No matter. She must’ve just been excited to meet an actress.
“That’s so cool dude. It’s always nice to meet a fan.” She smiled sweetly. “Well, you already know what I do, so like, what do you do dude?”
Followers?
acephotographerlotta:
samuraidudette started following you
Well howdy!
Thank ya kindly fer the follow! Reckon I oughta introduce myself, eh? The name’s Lotta Hart, but y’all can call me Lotta.
(Hmm… Some of these folks look mighty familiar..)
“It’s not a problem dude and it’s nice to meet you. My name’s Matty Engarde, but call me Matty. I’m not too fond of formalities if I can help it haha.”
“Are you like, a fan or something by chance?”
